of months of our years.

 another month waned and died, and i'm still living in deep grudges.


yes, i live my day as empty as i ever be.

if only things were different between me and you, will there be a void looming there in a place where my heart once called home?

will i finally be able to solve the riddles, that been so long assaulting me with so many puzzles to solve?

and yes,

will i still be alone?

update.

whee...

just a small update here, been working on some wicked project

hope it works.

ta-thaa~

the chapter.

i once met this girl,
with her big brown eyes,
staring with delight,
the clear blue sky.

and with this girl,
come this book,
full of surprising twists,
on every page she turns.

but yet,
although it is her book,
she never finished any of the stories,
leaving many lay cold and unspoken.

yet now,

she gazed motionless,
into the untouched pages of  each chapters,
and ventured to the end,
just to start anew.

ps: written this as a tribute to a certain someone that finally confronted her past, after all these years waiting..

respite.

okay, i tried an update, but i decided to back it up, after one hellish morning at my office.

ah, just hanging on just got much harder..

point blank

ka-paw!!

and there goes my bumper! well, not literally, but i can see one, two, three, FOUR scratches in my car lover left bumper. a shade of white and black on a silvery landscape.

haha, and yeah, i think i'm going to get a massive preaching when i get back home today. oh well, just my luck.

3:12 PM

friday.

this new year have reached it's first week-end of so much to come, and yeah, i've got nothing to post here.. there's nothing to see from my dull corner here, as i watched my colleagues rack their brain, finding clues to justify their 'creative' existence..

ah, the life as a 'suppose-to-be' creative mind, with it's own ups and down, always enchanted and confuse me somehow, what's with us struggling to meets the demands of our 'honored' clients, us being the scape goat of many (admit it, we are in the bottom of the food chain,with us being a 'fresh grad' and all), and while trying to save our idealistic views and style in the midst of it.

and yes, i never fail to wonder why the industry being so lame these days... really, what's sets them apart is only the logo, their name, and their list of clients. inside, it's the same old story.

haha, wow, my first post is all about rantings.. oh well, let's get on with it.

and secrets.

yes

just trying to see some 'adjustment'' to the blog.

haha, might as well use up the space and start writing.. hehe, well, i wont post too much, and i'm not the type to post my artwork or what due to my extreme laziness.. but we'll see..

ciao~